I really think Jordin will win this season!   What do you all think?   Do you think she will win or no?   

So mom made it here to
Savannah Georgia for a visit. So Shane and I are going to give her a Savannah Welcome!  Tomorrow is Mother’s Day and during her visit we all are going to have fun and just relax.  I want to take her to see “The Lady” at Club One, and take her to the pool, and even the beach.   I also want to take her down town to see all the good things about
Savannah.   I really think she will have a blast!   Mom we love you and we are glad you’re here!   

Who do you think might be the next American Idol?   I really love Jordin Sparks!  She has a GREAT voice!  I really think she will make it through!   Tonight really explained her talent!   So vote for her!!! 

Here is our new pride and joy!   I hope you all enjoy!  Thank you Brenda and Aunt Kathy!

To All:

Happy Sait Patty’s Day from Savannah Georgia!!!

What a great show!    Robert got us hooked on it and we watch it over and over.  Everyone needs to watch it.   Ruth is awesome also! 

Seven months ago……..Today I was thinking about my brother whom died this past July 2006 from AIDS.  I never thought he had Hiv/AIDS and I never though he would ever be the one that had it.   The sad part is I saw him die in the hospital.  The fact is it was a awful way to die and to even think about seeing someone die from AIDS never went through my mind.   I think about all the good times we have had and I never thought I would have to just sit and think of all the good time he and I have had.   When I lived with him in Statesboro, Georgia and we would go out to eat, go to Club One with friends.  We really had some good times together.   My brother was very smart and a good guy to know.   He loved being successful and helpful to others that needed help.  When my brother passed away it really took a lot from the family and they still are grieving to this day.   He was a homosexual and he was living with HIV and AIDS and never knew.   He had no signs of having AIDS so most people never know.  He loved everyone!   My mom has had a hard time dealing with her lost of her son.   In fact she is on two different types of meds to help her get through the hard times each day.   The thing is I saw how it was when a person is dying from AIDS and I saw nothing but pain.  My brother was on life support for a while and when they took him into MICU it was really the end of time.   I knew he was going to die I just did not know when.  I thought I could have at least one more day drinking coffee or driving to Star Bucks to have a cup of coffee.  He was on 100% oxygen, 4 to 5 different meds, and he also lost some blood.  The doctor said he could make it or he might not make it.   I still think about the day when I got the info that my brother had passed away.  I was leaving Wal Mart in Tiftion, Georgia and I got the call as soon as I got to the red light.  I have never felt as empty as I did that day.   I just went as fast as I could to get to him.  By the time I got to him it was all over, I fell out.  I have never cried so much in my life as I did that day.   I felt like I was in a flood with all the tears that where falling from my face.  So to this day being that I never knew my brother was positive I want to tell all to get tested and always be safe!

Today as I went to work, I was thinking about my life.   I do live a good life, but I think it could be better.   I am 28 and I have never thought about liking wine until today.   I sample some wine at the OG and it was awesome, one of the best feelings in the world.  I can remember when Robert was telling me about his wine and how he loved wine.   When he first started drinking wine was when he worked at the Cedar Plantation in Metter, Georgia.  I find it really easy to get hooked on wine.   I was also thinking about my life and how I really can not wait until I finish school.  I find it very hard to get through school because of the high cost of living and the cost of school.   Even at the age of 28 I still can not grab on what I want to do for the rest of my life.  I thought about nursing, social worker, teaching, and even having my own restaurant in Savannah, Georgia.   The sad part of it all is as I was growing up I never got anything out of my father.  He never told me to go to school or anything.  I sometimes think he wanted me to work at the Waffle House for the rest of my life.   I only had my brother and sometimes mom if she was not worried about her life (she had so much to overcome and I would have to much talk about on that subject) and her kids (Robert and I).   Robert is really the main one that pushed me into going to college and making something out of my life (not to say my mom never pushed me).  I find that everyday we all grow and sometimes we think about things and try to make a change.    The fact is a change is not a bad thing.  I have listen to many stories about people making changes in there life and it all turned out for the good.   I wonder what kind of changes I could make to live a better life.